in a really weird mood

always get like this when blair’s been gone around a week. I’M BORED. one email a day is not enough.

and also i really just want to finish uni now, there’s so little left to go, mahhh. but i don’t have a clue whatsoever as to what i’m gonna do next. or how anything with blair is going to work. i’d like to move in with him but he’s rarely on-shore, and also i don’t think he’d want to which is upsetting cause by the time i graduate we’ll be approaching 4 years together.

think i’m getting ill, probably why i’ve spent so much time on my own. i slept on and off from 6pm yesterday till 2pm today and just watched horrible histories since then.

how is this an adult life.